Exploring Katong, Still Rd and Telok Kurau Area..16th Aug'09

Went for Photo Taking last Sunday with my Sec Sch frnd...Was a Satisfying day..Captured quite alot of pics.. 3 pics which most expressed my moods..

Why i like Retro stuff alot.. Coz it interprets..

These fruits scattered on the roadside captured my eyes ! A definate colour contrast .. One of my Best pics taken..

A small patch of Beautiful scene like this can be overlook within a big field..

Wow i'm looking forward to another Photo Taking.. hope able to observe and explore more..

~~ Responsibility ~~

9th Aug 2009 Sunday.. Happy Birthday Singapore..

Wow! I woke up at 12pm.. Can you believe it!? Had a slight headache.. hmm might be the result of sleeping too much.. hahha..

Was watching an english short programme.. title of the show.. [ Lots of Love ]..
Stella had a younger brother who was an autistic child. No one wanted to look after the brother even their mum.. Their mum abandoned them and Stella was the only one left to his brother.. Stella wished that she could also falls in love just like the other girls...however the thought of her little brother puts a pause to the hope..it happens that one of her schoolmate is fond of her.. Ben tried to date her but each time there bound to have something happen to her little brother.. Stella hates her brother and blames him for holding up her life. But when there's one time whereby her little brother met an accident , only then did she realised he meant alot to her. Stella knew that he is her Responsibility for the rest of her life and nothing can change the fact...

This show moved my heart...we are alike in some ways.. the Responsibility that we NEED to bear.. not by any given choices..i have an elder sister.. she's not so independent..since young i always have this strong feeling.. why of all ..ME...to do more in the family..to be the solver in the family.. it's difficult for my sister to get a job ..even if she managed to get hold of one.. it's always not for long.. people find her too slow.. and on a few occasion where she got a job though pay out was not much.. i tried to help her do mthly budget.. as in how much to save, how much for tpt exps. But she always felt very annoyed.. maybe she feels i'm controlling her. I wanted her to have some savings so that in future she could depend on herself... Maybe.. so that i could be free of all these.. i guess... But each time i planned for her.. she'll losses her job soon after. Was it coincidentally or was it suay ?! This time round , she gotten a job and this is the longest job she ever had.. i don't do anymore planning for her.. was it because that's the reason ? I have no idea.. as long as she can have an income and own life out of this 4 room flat. Like Stella, i find her a burden in my life.. when we were young..we always quarrelled and fought. I would told her and my parents that if she's not going to take care of herself..don't expect me.. i won't gonna be the one to look after her! Deep down in my heart i know i would never be able to shake off this Responsibility..but probaly i'm only trying to vent out my anger and unfairness.. I blamed and scold my parents for doing too much things for her .. as a result my sister depends alot on them. There's not much communication in my family.. no casual chit-chatting.. only talk when there's a need to. And i can say both my sister and me talks agitatedly to my parents.. and can even scold them. You can say we 没大没小。But i guessed all things in the family had caused us to behave in that manner. The 2 person that worked the most in the family is my mum and me.. that's why i'm grown to be more independent and ponder alot.. hmm.. no wonder i always have a 'black' face.. haha.. There's one occasion where my cousin had just came back from china with her parents .. she was telling me that i could bring my parents for a holiday too..I know my parents have not been out of Spore before .... but hey we are talking about 4 pax exps leh.. tats alot leh! and.. in spore i already had so much responsibilities to take care off.. and i don't want to do so when abroad travelling.. i guess that's the only selfish part of me...

In life, there's always things which are beyond our control and beyond our choices.. we can only live with it or choose to change it.. and how we become depends on these...

Everyone will bound to have Responsibilities in life.. the only two choices are to fulfil them or to discard them...and utlimately the feelings after the choices had made..

~~ 对的人 The Right One... ~~

When a Girl meets a Boy..

When a Man meets a Women..

How do we know this is the right one ?

Well let's get realistic.. We all agrees that the best time of love life is during the initial stage of relationship... with so much uncertainties, sweet surprises and the feeling of being woo and wooed.. makes your adrenaline rushed to the highest point!

As years goes by.. love has developed into a responsibility.. but at this point of time.. when there is responsibility and everything has become a routine, does love still exist ? And is this person still THE ONE to spend the rest of your life with ?

I particularly like a song by 戴爱玲 - 对的人. The chorus is as follows :

....
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
....

i had a Catholic girlfriend who is now 31 yrs old.. she's been wanting to have a Catholic boyfriend believing that the relationship will work out with having the same belief..and the guy is in his late 40s..yes age shld not be a barrier to relationship but the issue is.. whether she's hastily getting into a relationship just because she's feels that age is catching up or so happens that a Catholic happens to pops by.. My advise to her just as what the song has reflected : One will ultimately meet the right one with patience waiting ...

<< 3 Plays >>

~~ STREETWALKERS ~~

. Sex
. Truth
. Transactions

. Lost Boy
. Saviour
. Manipulator

30th Jul'09 - 9th Aug'09
The Room Upstairs @ Action Theatre









~~ 上身不由己 ~~

。都市怪谈

6th Aug'09 - 9th Aug'09

Play Den @ The Arts House

~~ 第八签~~

。父女就老死的谈话


30th Jul'09 - 2nd Aug'09

Play Den @ The Arts House

~~ Complicated ~~

~~ What Do You Think ~~

Human causes Society to become complicated ? Due to hunger of individual desires, we wear a 'Mask' when dealing with one another..

or

Society causes Human to become complicated ? And that's why we have to wear a 'Mask' when dealing with one another..

Office Politics - Which do you think it belongs to ? Every company will bound to have a section of people that causes commotions. If you are a fighter by nature.. you would want to prove yourself to the top level at the expense of others..If you are a 'loud' and outgoing person.. most likely you would want to be heard and noticed.. usually these are the complicated ones that causes the 'stain'.

Basic Requirements : Unisex, No Age Limit, No Religion Constrain , No Title Constrain, Extrovert ( Kaypoh ), Split Personality ( 见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话）, Thick-Skinned ( can appear indifferent in front of everyone ), Envious Heart .

Anyone with the above requirements can play office politics.. Sometimes it's funny/puzzle to know that, a person knowing that another person will leak out whatever was being told, yet still choose to tell him/her.. So does it meant that the Ugliness characteristics of Human causes Society to become complicated ? But in this world of competitiveness , who wouldn't want the best for themselves ? Then again does it meant that Society causes Human to become complicated ?

Will we be able to have a right or wrong answers to these questions ?

~~ What Do You Think ~~

在度落泪。。。

我又在度落泪了。。。谁是幕后凶手？！。。。明星志工队！

上个星期四开始，晚上八点/陵晨十二点，Channel U 播出新的节目。。每一期都会有不同的明星到不同的国家做志工。

现开序幕的是来自台湾的冒险王阿布。他和几位各国志工到地震后的中国四川服务。志工们为当地山区学校捐赠图书，陪小朋友学习，玩耍。在地震时图书馆已被摧毁了，所以现在是以cargo container来代替。山区的学校较落伍所以读书教材也没那么匆足，与事小朋友看到五花八门的书本都兴奋起来，乐开了怀。因为在cargo container里没灯，光线不足，他们都挤成一团在窗那儿借用大自然的光线来看书。。。大自然真的能阔器的帮你也能毫不留情的崔毁你。。真令人心酸无奈。。这时我已落泪了。因生活环境差，住在那的人都为了填饱肚子而忘了教小孩卫生习惯。他们都肮肮脏脏的，指甲都黑黑的。志公们也捐赠了牙刷。天呀他们真的没用过喔！学生们学会了用法之后都拼命地刷。。有些还流了血但还是很愈快。老实说有谁不想漂漂亮亮干干净净，但就是有些人就没那么幸运。学校里的老师有限那是因为地点真的是太wulu而且老师们也是没薪水的。但就是有这些伟大的共献者，在世界末个贫窍的国家里，让小朋友们有个小小的机会学习。听老师说有个小女孩患了病但没钱及时医治而导致聋哑。阿布就去探望她。小女孩真甜美。。阿布从她父母口中知道她很喜爱读书。。阿布也尝试比手画脚和她沟通。她其实也能发出沙哑的yi。。 eh。。声。。但最令阿布惊喜的是她竟然能发出正确阿布这两个字的咬字。虽没响亮的声音但糢糊沙哑的声音，好学努力，不弃的态度已深深地打入现场的每个人。。这时阿布眼红了。。我也哭了。。

昨晚的明星志公是881的王欣。她到了台湾屏东一个人口老化的村。也因为屏东还没那么发达，年轻人都到城市如台北去赚钱。。把父母留下也少回来探望。。与实多伴的老人是寂莫的。王欣去了一家老人日托中心陪vuvu 唱歌跳舞谈天。那儿的老人喜欢vuvu这个称呼。看到志公们来关怀，vuvu是开心的。。似乎觉得自己的孩子或伴会来了。看到她们可望和期盼的那双眼。。。我的脸又湿了。王欣到一位vuvu的家。。 想看看她的生活环境。。房子空空的。。客庭只是两三张木椅。。但还蛮净洁。不过一到睡房就很乱。。衣服乱挂。。toilet paper乱丢。。还有一古酸味。原来vuvu是得穿pampers的。。而为了省钱她竟然把穿过的pampers拔出低下的一程丢掉然后当做内裤洗了又在穿。怪不得有那种亦味。是不是。。没人照顾的老人就是这样。。在一个角落自生自灭。王欣也到了一家学生补习中心。。听知了一位兄妹的悲惨遭遇。父母一个接一个过逝现在由外公外婆照顾。。随如此他们却可望向其他小孩一样有父母的疼爱。。外公还到过学校肯请同学们不要有奇视的眼光看他们。外公说着也哭了，我鼻涩了。补习中心的牧师亲生见证了两兄妹的遭遇也特别关心和照顾。妹妹性格内向，王欣也得知妹妹感激牧师所以教她折paper ring 给牡师。当妹妹要把paper ring迪上去时却非常害羞，好一会才把礼物献上。我看了很温心。我相信牧师不求回报。。只希望每个孩子能活得快乐。

我一直想做益公。。去帮助那些老人打扫房子啦，送饭啦，陪他们聊天啦。。

不过看了这节目却问自己是否已做足了子女的本分了吗?? 我很肯定地说我还没！ 那我哪能谈得上去帮助别的人呢。。。。

Self Introduction...

Self Introduction .. Seems like a difficult task for me ..

Why ? Am i introvert.. Am i like a piece of blank paper with no fanciful details on it .. Am i afraid of others to read through me ?

If that's the case.. then why am i writing a blog ? ....Contradicting factors detected !! haa..ha.. well i'm suppose it's the fact that i'm not able to see those doubtful eyes of yours that make me at ease to reveal myself..

~~ KKMUYI ~~ It actually comes from a chinese word.. Come, make a guess !

Clueless ?! Wuoo Hooo.. you are a KKMUYI too!!

笨 .. that's the word. can u see there's 2 ' k k ' on the 'top' and a ' 木 '

followed by a ' 一 ' at the bottom..

I do not like to complicate things... Always think in a simple way.. believing that an action of others doesn't contain a motive... Staying neutral is one of my inborn qualities as a Librian.. I usually don't voice out any happiness or unhappiness.. you can't find much IQ Cells in me but i definitely posses lots of EQ Juice ! That's why i have found myself a suitable 'nick' called KKMUYI.. or crudely you can call me in chinese 笨 。

What about you ? Is there a short story behind your blog initial..

" SHARE LEH " (",)

Reasons For A Beginning...

Finally i had completed the creation of my blog..

HOWEVER..

Is this an end of a task ?

OR

A beginning of a task ?

Well.. it depends on individual point of view..

I do not have the habit of writing a diary.. though i was given one by my friend..written a few pages and...... maybe it's a one way traffic kind of thing.. hence not able to 'hold' me for long..

Writing a blog seems different.. there might be chances that i'm being 'heard'.. not through speech but through words or pictures.. there might be 'Great Minds' thinking alike.. sharing thoughts through this SPEECHLESS world...

This could be one of the reasons why i start blogging.. However the primary reason i guess is to 'hear' what you are like when you have taken down your 'Mask'...

~~ People tends to forget their root reasons of doing a thing ~~

A simple question to you out there who can 'hear' me..

~~ What is your reason for a beginning of being a blogger ? ~~